You don't have to make yourselves anonymous. If you want to say something to me, say it as yourself. It's a bit childish/immature and idiotic to hide behind a website and not even tell your real name, and try to make me feel bad. The effect was laughter, not anger, as it always has been, and always will be.
The amount of people around here who can't stand up for themselves, face the truth about themselves, and actually grow up is amazing. You might be a teenager, but most of you are adults. You lurk people's websites to try and get as much information about them as you can, to use against them, and you've never met the person, know nothing about them that is actually from them, and claim that you're better than them. Half of you live off of your parents, the other half of you live in shitty apartments that you get kicked out of, with your shitty drug-addicted alcoholic roommates that have no jobs. And the people you don't like are supposed to be the ones who are worthless and deserve the worst?
I guess it makes perfect sense...for the people who have nothing, to be ashamed, and have to get mad, or hate the people who do have something going for them. It must be a terrible life to lead to always be looking for the people better than you, and have to find ways to try and ruin their lives. You sit in rooms full of smoke and stale beer smell thinking of new lies to form, who else deserves to be targeted, and when you realize that you are actually no better than anyone, that the person you target is really better than you, you turn to making yourself unknown, and continue trying to make them feel bad. You have to hide.
You lead a sad life. No love, no memories, except what you manage to find in pictures scattered on the internet...just friends who are never really there for you, except to get you drunk or high to help you forget that your life is not all you pretend to make it up to be. Nothing is okay unless you do it, and it's never okay for someone else to joke about, even if you yourself joke about it.
You're not funny, you're not on top of the world, you're not a legend; you're a failure, you will never leave here, you'll never climb higher than where you already are, you'll never know true happiness, your friends will be dead before you can even realize that they were never really your friends, and you'll be alone, miserable, and eventually die knowing that you accomplished nothing except a rant of rumours and bullshit on the internet about people you don't know or haven't met, or dislike because they get farther in life than you could ever have gone.
So many of you need to surround yourselves with mirrors for a day, and take a look at what your life is. Your sarcasm and unwitty comebacks will never get you anywhere in real life. Because your life is sitting in front of a computer screen, finding new people and things to talk badly about, drinking as much as you can, to forget how unhappy you actually are.
And if that's really how you want to live, I feel extremely sorry for you. I know where I want to be, and you don't. I don't have to lie to people to try and ruin their lives or relationships, you do. I don't have to dress or act a certain way to satisfy the people I'm around, you do, and always will.
Have a nice life, have fun with that. If you live longer than 25, you'll realize that you're nothing, you're a waste, you're leaving this world, and nobody will remember you for anything, and your friends will go out the same way. And nobody will care when you're gone.
And no, this isn't to anyone directly. I don't care about your response towards it. I don't care if you're mad, or laughing, or if you think differently or the same about me. I don't need your appreciation or disapproval. I've got what I need...I don't need to hide behind a group of people to make myself somebody.
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